| Location | London |
| Age | 40 years |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 06/01/1968 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,598 since 25/01/2009 |
| Creator |
Chris & I met on 21st September 2001, lived together far too soon & married 30 October 2004. We had
a trial separation at the time of his death, because of his drinking, although we were very much in
love still, I saw him a week before & he begged to come home for Christmas, we would have been
together, & he now would be alive, pity he couldn't wait until the time of good will to all men.
I miss him like I would miss my heart as there is no-one else for it to beat for, my animals are the
only thing that keeps me going, he got me a kitten our first Christmas together & she helps, have a
horse he helps, the worst thing is a lot of people didn't see the man I love & fell in love with &
don't understand. Baby where are you, I miss you.
My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
lonely nights
I wish I could join you, but have to look after our pets, crying alone late at night, please be well xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
One more day
One more day to miss your kiss,
One more day of life to miss!
One more day to feel pain,
One more day to feel shame.
One more day to try to cope,
One more day, to live, to hope!
One more day to hide & seek,
One more day to find your love to keep!
One more day, to feel alone,
One more day to seek, to roam,
One more day to survive,
One more day to wish you were alive!
Today
Lonely Birthday
My birthday dawned sad & alone today,
The first one for eight years, since you went away.
I remember times of sadness, joy & hope,
I only pray today I will survive & cope.
The eve before you like an excited child,
A present too soon you would give so meek so mild.
You never really had chance to live grow or grasp,
That’s why drugs drink & false laugher became your mask.
But I saw through your pain your smile,
You won my heart through your guts your guile.
If only I were stronger, to stand up to your lies & pain,
Then perhaps I would laugh with you today & we would be together again!
Just letting you know I was here
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to leave my love
Your mum has planted a garden for you
Chris’s Hill
Your mum has planted a garden for you,
To remember the boy that was kind & true.
The boy we lost that lost his way,
The son, the husband, what’s more to say!
The things your mum & I said were harsh & strong,
What we did was for you, those words were far from wrong!
Please believe we loved you so & always will,
You were a pleasure to know, hence your mum has planted Chris’s Hill!
Our wedding day
The happiest time ever, even through your drunken haze, I look at our photos, have never seen you so happy, big sigh, big cuddle, happy memories & lonely nights, so sorry I wish I had taken you back in my arms, the self preservation button kicked in, you were in a bad place & I will feel guilty for evermore, but I couldn't help you, as much as I tried, sorry baby, love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
sky too blue without you
I saw the sky today so blue,
Without you it is sad & hidden.
Are you gone is it true,
Love so gone & so forbidden.
If the sky is over cast,
It matches my lost lonely mood,
I remember the good & not bad past,
But if the sky is blue I miss our happy past.
I would rip out my heart my soul,
Do you see me now, do you hope?
To be with you now & forever is my goal,
The only way to survive, with your heart I can cope.
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